Happiness is a gradual progression in my life. Lots of small moments will make up the whole. I am anxious for the future and patient with present. I know there is no "right" way to do any of this, I'm not trying to please anyone in the process.
If my choices don't seem to please everyone, I don't really care. I don't have a "type". If you limit yourself to only the men who look a certain way or dress a certain way there is always the possibility of you missing out seeing their heart. I am at a point in my life where I may have found someone who makes me happy. We don't have to necessarily see each other everyday or talk to each other everyday to know we are thinking of each other.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
My superman
What I wouldn't give right now to replay Sunday morning...to be held again by someone who cares for me, kissed on the forehead as though I meant more to them than anyone else.
I don't know what it is, is he too shy, maybe he doesn't have enough courage to call me back. For goodness sakes he gave me HIS phone number. So I am not understanding.
13 years is a long time to have the impression someone doesn't like you and in the matter of a couple hours have that do a TOTAL 180 and your high school crush be into you. It took me a couple days just to come to the realization that what happened the things that were said....were really said. I believe in Karma with all my heart, and I finally believe that its some what my turn now. I hoped it wouldn't end with Sunday but it seems as though it might have.
I kept my hope grounded, I didn't work myself up. I did however dream about it, while we were in the moments as I usually do. I am SUCH a dreamer, I spend most of my day dreaming about things that may or may not happen. I believe my Feng Shui is working.
He will call he has to, I mean he has to. I am a great girl, a lonely girl but a great one. I am so loyal it is usually a fault that ends up hurting me in the end. I want to fall in love so bad, and I know that is hard for some to believe but its true. What happened Sunday was unbelievable, it just felt right.
I don't know what it is, is he too shy, maybe he doesn't have enough courage to call me back. For goodness sakes he gave me HIS phone number. So I am not understanding.
13 years is a long time to have the impression someone doesn't like you and in the matter of a couple hours have that do a TOTAL 180 and your high school crush be into you. It took me a couple days just to come to the realization that what happened the things that were said....were really said. I believe in Karma with all my heart, and I finally believe that its some what my turn now. I hoped it wouldn't end with Sunday but it seems as though it might have.
I kept my hope grounded, I didn't work myself up. I did however dream about it, while we were in the moments as I usually do. I am SUCH a dreamer, I spend most of my day dreaming about things that may or may not happen. I believe my Feng Shui is working.
He will call he has to, I mean he has to. I am a great girl, a lonely girl but a great one. I am so loyal it is usually a fault that ends up hurting me in the end. I want to fall in love so bad, and I know that is hard for some to believe but its true. What happened Sunday was unbelievable, it just felt right.
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