Ok so my mother thinks I should feel guilty for not working full time now that Christopher is in school. She claims I am using the system, and to an extent I am. HOWEVER, I know I would feel MORE guilty if I got a full time job that I hated, just to have one. Which would ultimately affect Christopher.
I could potentially work full time at Grainger...I could also rip my eyeballs out with no anestetic and that would be less painful.
If there is one thing I could have changed in my past is that my mother spent more time with me. So NO I don't feel guilty for using the system for a little while. I NEVER got to see my mother, she worked like 90 hours a week. So at least I can say I am spending PLENTY of time with my mini me.
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