Happiness is a gradual progression in my life. Lots of small moments will make up the whole. I am anxious for the future and patient with present. I know there is no "right" way to do any of this, I'm not trying to please anyone in the process.
If my choices don't seem to please everyone, I don't really care. I don't have a "type". If you limit yourself to only the men who look a certain way or dress a certain way there is always the possibility of you missing out seeing their heart. I am at a point in my life where I may have found someone who makes me happy. We don't have to necessarily see each other everyday or talk to each other everyday to know we are thinking of each other.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
My superman
What I wouldn't give right now to replay Sunday morning...to be held again by someone who cares for me, kissed on the forehead as though I meant more to them than anyone else.
I don't know what it is, is he too shy, maybe he doesn't have enough courage to call me back. For goodness sakes he gave me HIS phone number. So I am not understanding.
13 years is a long time to have the impression someone doesn't like you and in the matter of a couple hours have that do a TOTAL 180 and your high school crush be into you. It took me a couple days just to come to the realization that what happened the things that were said....were really said. I believe in Karma with all my heart, and I finally believe that its some what my turn now. I hoped it wouldn't end with Sunday but it seems as though it might have.
I kept my hope grounded, I didn't work myself up. I did however dream about it, while we were in the moments as I usually do. I am SUCH a dreamer, I spend most of my day dreaming about things that may or may not happen. I believe my Feng Shui is working.
He will call he has to, I mean he has to. I am a great girl, a lonely girl but a great one. I am so loyal it is usually a fault that ends up hurting me in the end. I want to fall in love so bad, and I know that is hard for some to believe but its true. What happened Sunday was unbelievable, it just felt right.
I don't know what it is, is he too shy, maybe he doesn't have enough courage to call me back. For goodness sakes he gave me HIS phone number. So I am not understanding.
13 years is a long time to have the impression someone doesn't like you and in the matter of a couple hours have that do a TOTAL 180 and your high school crush be into you. It took me a couple days just to come to the realization that what happened the things that were said....were really said. I believe in Karma with all my heart, and I finally believe that its some what my turn now. I hoped it wouldn't end with Sunday but it seems as though it might have.
I kept my hope grounded, I didn't work myself up. I did however dream about it, while we were in the moments as I usually do. I am SUCH a dreamer, I spend most of my day dreaming about things that may or may not happen. I believe my Feng Shui is working.
He will call he has to, I mean he has to. I am a great girl, a lonely girl but a great one. I am so loyal it is usually a fault that ends up hurting me in the end. I want to fall in love so bad, and I know that is hard for some to believe but its true. What happened Sunday was unbelievable, it just felt right.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Ferris Wheel Day
No one reads this, so no one will care to know this is the 8th consecutive Valentines Day I have not had a man to share it with. Pathetic. I wasn't alone on this holiday, I did spend it with Christopher, Mandy and her kids. We went bowling then out to Applebee's. Needless to say, a few young couples had a brief glimpse of life if they don't use procaution tonight! LOL!
I wonder when my time will come, when I will find that someone.
I wonder when my time will come, when I will find that someone.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
What it means
Entrepreneur - A risk-taker who has the skills and initiative to establish a business.
The fruits of my labor and self taugh skills will shine through. Nothing is going to stop me. I bought a magazine today "Entrepreneur". I am sharing my goal with some and not others...."others" being my mother and naysayers. Even though nothing is going to stop me from doing this, I just prefer to avoid bumps in the road when possible.
I am taking online classes through www.sba.gov if you know me then you know they are free lol.
Once I have a somewhat basic outline of a business plan I am going to go to seek out help at UNIcue. I don't want to go into this without knowing EVER angle of the business I want to create. When I propose it, I want to be so confident in myself and my plan that there won't be a soul in sight that won't be behind me when I am finished.
It's taken me 28 years to figure out what it is I am supposed to do, and in the matter of a day something hit me and I had the vision. I don't know the exact moment but I know it was last week. I recognized that our city is lacking something and fully intend to do what I can to provide this community with a service our children and parents so dearly need.
Hi Ho Silver, nothing will stop me!
The fruits of my labor and self taugh skills will shine through. Nothing is going to stop me. I bought a magazine today "Entrepreneur". I am sharing my goal with some and not others...."others" being my mother and naysayers. Even though nothing is going to stop me from doing this, I just prefer to avoid bumps in the road when possible.
I am taking online classes through www.sba.gov if you know me then you know they are free lol.
Once I have a somewhat basic outline of a business plan I am going to go to seek out help at UNIcue. I don't want to go into this without knowing EVER angle of the business I want to create. When I propose it, I want to be so confident in myself and my plan that there won't be a soul in sight that won't be behind me when I am finished.
It's taken me 28 years to figure out what it is I am supposed to do, and in the matter of a day something hit me and I had the vision. I don't know the exact moment but I know it was last week. I recognized that our city is lacking something and fully intend to do what I can to provide this community with a service our children and parents so dearly need.
Hi Ho Silver, nothing will stop me!
Thursday, February 5, 2009
A world of color
I had a sort of epiphany when I came home from work I decided even though I didn't feel well I was going to rearrange the entire living room. In doing so I went to move the entertainment center into the corner. I looked at the corner and after 6 years of being surrounded by white plaster walls I decided that corner was horrible looking and I needed to paint the entire living room.
It is absolutely AMAZING what a coat of paint can do for a house. I mean I loved my house before, but after putting a coat in the living room of my made up brown color. I LOVE LOVE LOVE my house like the day I first saw it but better.
Don't worry I'm not just stopping at my living room....NOOOOO I am ON to something now...next comes the dining room....PURPLE!!!! I can't wait!!!
Who knew, painting....what a concept!
It is absolutely AMAZING what a coat of paint can do for a house. I mean I loved my house before, but after putting a coat in the living room of my made up brown color. I LOVE LOVE LOVE my house like the day I first saw it but better.
Don't worry I'm not just stopping at my living room....NOOOOO I am ON to something now...next comes the dining room....PURPLE!!!! I can't wait!!!
Who knew, painting....what a concept!
Monday, January 26, 2009
Body day ONE
So today was the first day of the Body for Life program. I have to say not too shabby I lifted a lot more than I expected, suprised myself. One day at a time and before I know it BAAADOW I will be a hottie again! Well my version of a hottie, watch out!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Marshmellows and Beaches
I need to resist more marshmellows and in the mean time I have commited to the Virginia Beach Rock and Roll marathon on 9/6/09...this time I WILL do it in less than 7 hours!
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